태형에게...

I'm sorry for everything..
Sorry for not letting you go..
I know I'm being selfish..
I promise I'll try to let you go from now on..
Just a way to let both of us better..
I'm wondering if you could surf the net somewhere at your new place..
If there's a net supplying.. XD
Nah.. Just kidding..

I'm making everyone around suffer by being sad on myself..
Well,
It's not a bad thing if you're free from the suffer that you afford all along this time..
At least now you're free..
Maybe if I didn't talk about you always,
She won't be so suffer if I didn't talk about you so often..
Today she and I both cry again..
She don't know ba?
I felt so sorry for making her upset de..
Why you never tell her about your thinking?
I asked you,
But you never give me any accurate answer..
For you,
Friendship is always on the first place..
I'm glad that you're such a nice guy..
pheww...
If you could give me another guy like you again?
I don't think anyone can substitute you..
No matter how alike is that person with you..
You're still an unique one..
Don't cha?

I'm always lost..
Lost in your mind..
Like a maze castle..
I mean your mind..
For me la..
I just wish if one day I could understand your mind or talk to you again..
I miss your message so much..
I shouldn't delete your message if I know you're leaving me so fast..


I can smile,
I can laugh,
But at the next moment,
I'll fell into a deeper loneliness..
Loneliness cause you're missing..
I'll try my best to release myself from this sadness..
Bless every of us..
I'm so sorry and sad to see the others sad and down..
I can't see them but I can feel the same..
I don't know them well..
But I felt it..
Cause they are your man, your besties..

Don't put burden on your wings..
You'll be so tired..
I don't want you to be tired.
You said you hope someone could understand you..
I never done it..
I doesn't have the talent to know you..
Open your wings and fly..
You're free now..
You gonna be our guardian angel, don't you?
You said it..
But before that,
Please let yourself be happy..

I'm receiving some prizes tomorrow..
Bless me so I can get everything fine tomorrow..
I nearly broken down several times in class today..