難過的一天(也有好笑事件)

今天把水果禮籃獻給老師的時候﹐
說真的﹐不知道為什麼﹐我腿軟~
口憐的超群~沒來讀書~沒得參與~
還有一位不知道算不算我們班一份子的“新同學”~
呃~今天你沒來~(基本上很多天都沒來啦)
我們在拍完了大合照才想起你~原來我們班上還有這一號人的說~

今天除了忙FAREWELL~
還忙招人去旅行~
話說~旅行真的很不好招耶~
你們這些華文學會理事好歹也撐撐場面嘛~
身為理事﹐支持一下華文學會要你們的命嗎﹖
雖然說﹐我知道有些人的父母真的不讓你們去﹐但是在確認不去之前﹐求求你們先盡你們努力先好不好~
有時候﹐不是不能﹐是你們沒有盡過力去求~
我知道這段時間裡大家都有可能會開始討厭我~
但是我不理了~反正既然不辦都辦了~我要辦到最好~
你們要打要罵隨你們便~
不過﹐盡你們努力問問父母好不好﹖
不要才問一次就確定了嘛~

今天課外活動的時候﹐
其實很無言~
我也不曉得為什麼全部人今天好像都不正常了~
包括我~
其實我是很正經的~
只是今天下午真的不知道吃錯了什麼藥~
我們玩得好像是精神病院逃出來的病人似的~
不過~
這樣也好~
人生難得有幾次是這樣開心的呢~
可以放肆的笑﹐放肆的玩﹐不理他人眼光~
那是自HIGH的最高境界了~
我的意思是~
我們這班華文學會中四及中五理事兼紅新月會(PBSM)理事﹐已經晉級到這種境界了~
快為我們鼓掌鼓掌吧﹗
“啪啪啪啪啪﹗”
果然是自HIGH達人~
(反正也沒有人會進來看﹐想怎樣自戀都沒問題~)
總而言之﹐
大家今天好像瘋了~
說些平時不說的話﹐
做些平時不做的事~
我也不知該怎麼形容~
今天的課外活動裡﹐
我暫時忘了煩惱~
反正雖然表面上每個星期四的課外活動很悶﹐
可是其實你有找對方法的話﹐
課外活動還是很有趣的~
只要把它當成是朋友間的例行聚會就好了啊~


P/S﹕等待一個人的信息真的很心酸﹐尤其是一個你不知道它會不會來的信息~

CIKGU ADIBA﹗SELAMAT TINGGAL~SAYONARA~ANNYEONG~

今天早上在學校﹐
訂了一個水果禮籃﹐給我們的實習老師﹐
她教完了這個星期就得離開了~
過後﹐水果禮籃送來的時候被她看見了﹐
沒辦法﹐只好直接把禮籃送給了她~
可是老實說﹐總覺得這樣不夠驚喜~
結果﹐我決定臨時改變計劃~
也不是什麼大改變啦~
只是臨時打通電話給朋友的爸爸~(她家是開蛋糕店的)
沒想到﹐十五分鐘裡﹐蛋糕就送到了~
效率真好啊~
我們騙老師說要和她拍照﹐
還特地和PUAN SAMSIAH借了半節的時間的說~
她在忙着排位置的時候﹐
佩鳳捧着蛋糕站在她身後﹐
她轉身過去看見蛋糕﹐好像嚇了一跳~
耶~﹗終於成功把她嚇倒了~卡卡~
她離開我們班之前﹐我們來了一張大合照~
這大合照是我們班進了中學以來第一次拍大合照~
嘻嘻

為什麼我總是情緒上被動的那個﹗
那感覺真的很不好受~

早就該了解到﹐
冷酷男人對女人總是一種毒藥~
神秘的冷酷男人更是一劑強烈的砒霜~
可以置女人于死地~

遇到這種男子呢~
就註定分分合合那麼多次~
真的是自己拿苦來受的~
可這些不都是自己願意的麼~
當他對女子特別親熱的時候﹐
女子早就不該相信~
可是為什麼偏偏就該死的相信了呢﹗
現在可好了吧~
真是自作孽不可活﹗
活該﹗

Rainy Night

Rainy Night

Rainy my Heart もう止まない涙は Tonight

君が最后に残した儚え忘れ物のように I miss you

君のいない世界は暗に震えてねえ
.

全て梦ならいいのに...

逢いたくて oh my girl 逢えないわけは

君の「サヨナラ」を闻きたくなかったから


Baby l Still Love you...

もう泣かないで いつも You're Crying Babe

そんなところも So sweet 今は仆じゃない

谁かが涙を拭ってるんだね

だけど君が好きだよ 忘れられない

思い出の中だけ生きてる

この思いForever抱きしめたいけど,


君の香りずっと体も离れなくて

Baby l Still Love you...


外せない胸の苦のすみ刻んだ その名前 Bebe You're my love

君のいない世界は暗に震えてねえ


全て梦ならいいのに...
..

逢いたくて oh my girl 逢えないわけは

君の「サヨナラ」を闻きたくなかったから
.

今も君が好きだよ 忘れられない

思い出の中だけ生きてる

この思いForever やまない雨が

仆の心だけ限りなく濡らしても


I can't say goodbye because I love you....


Romanize lyric:

Baby my Heart mou yamanai
namida wa Tonight
Kimi ga saigo ni nokoshita
hakanai wasuremono no you ni

I miss you

Kimi no inai sekai wa yami ni fuete
Nee subete yami nara ii no ni
Aitakute Oh my girl aenai wake wa
kimi no sayonara wo kikitaku nakatta kara
Baby I Still love you

Mou nakanai de itsumo You're Cry baby
Sonna tokoro mo so sweet
Ima wa boku ja nai dareka ga, Yeah
namida wo megutterunda ne

Dakedo kimi ga suki da yo wasurenarenai
Omoide no naka dake ikiteru
Kono omoi Forever
Dakishimetai dakedo
kimi no kaori zutto
karada wo hanarenakute
Baby I Still love you

Hazusenai kyouou no su ni
kizunda sono namae Baby You're my love

Kimi no inai sekai wa yami ni fuete
Nee subete yami nara ii no ni
Aitakute Oh my girl aenai wake wa
kimi no sayonara wo kikitaku nakatta kara

Ima mo kimi ga suki da yo
(Baby I Still love you) wasurenarenai
Omoide no naka dake ikiteru
Kono omoi Forever
Yamanai ame ga boku no kokoro dake
kagirinaku merashite mo

I can't say goodbye 'cause i love you.


TRANSLATION CREDIT----- lunatunalover @ LJ and/or http://ongaku-seikatsu.blogspot.com


Translation Lyric
Translation

Rain in my heart,
The tears won't stop, tonight
In the end, you left me behind, like something temporarily forgotten...
I miss you

* This world without you trembles in the dark
It'd be nice if this was all just a dream
Though I want to see you, oh my girl
The reason I can't meet you
Is because I don't want to hear your goodbye

Baby I still love you

Don't cry anymore,
You're always being a crybaby
And even that part of you is so sweet
Now someone else, not me,
Is wiping away your tears

But I love you, you're unforgettable
Alive only in my memories,
This feeling is forever
Your scent from that day we embraced will never leave my body
Baby I still love you

I can't take it off, this cross on my chest with your name engraved on it
Baby you're my love

* Repeat

Even now, I love you
(Baby I still love you)
You're unforgettable

I'm just living in memories
This feeling will last forever
Even if ceaseless rain falls on my heart alone,
Eternally drenching it
I can't say "goodbye" cause I love you

今天很開心

今天真的有點小開心~(其實還算蠻開心的)
今天(也該說是昨天)不懂走了什麼狗屎運~
哈哈~形容詞有點不雅~

話說~昨晚﹐呃~某人又再次向我開口了~
要事我再答應的話就已經是第三次了~
分分合合了兩次~
老實說﹐我不是很有信心了~
可是﹐我還是接受了~
我沒有直接答應~
我很婉轉的告訴他﹐我願意再試一次~
可是不曉得他明不明白~
管他的~反正就是跟他說了~
不明白他應該會來問我吧~
那傻瓜~呵呵~
今天﹐他說了一件事讓我知道~
以前不管我怎麼問他的﹐他都不說~
可是今天他說了~
這代表他真的對我敞開心了嗎﹖
他是個不容易對人敞開心房的人~(我是這麼認為的~)
上天自然會有安排的對吧﹖
我們之間拖了快一年了~
好想念他噢~他睡了現在~
晚安嘍~親愛的~



還有還有一件事就是~
哈哈~
小文的作業裡寫了我和鐘勛是一對的~
文章裡~鐘勛還吻了我一下~
暈眩+臉紅ING~~
哈哈~

無法溝通的天空(摘自﹕<愛上了你>張小嫻)

張小嫻寫的文章字字珠機﹐一針見血﹐但是說的都是事實~
我有時一邊讀﹐一邊拼命點頭~


這是她其中一篇散文~

無法溝通的天空

編輯轉來一疊讀者給我的郵件﹐
其中有幾份的字體是怪怪的﹐不是中文﹐也不是英文﹐
說他們是文字﹐倒不如說他們是符號。
編輯說﹐
那是因為大家的系統不同﹐
所以他們的郵件無法傳送過來。


我曾經拿着那幾份滿是符號的電子郵件研究﹐
嘗試了解他們本來想說些什麼﹐
可惜徒勞無功。
兩個人無法溝通﹐
大概就是這般無奈吧﹖

你對他有好感﹐
他對你也有好感。
你欣賞他某些地方﹐
他也懂得欣賞你﹐
可是﹐若再深入一些﹐
你們就無法溝通了。
他用的那一套系統﹐跟你用的那一套﹐
全然不同。

你給他的文字﹐
變成無法理解的符號。
他腦裡所想的﹐
對你來說﹐
也是一堆無法理解的符號。

每次討論問題時﹐
最終都變成各執一詞﹐他說﹕
“我不知道你在說什麼﹗”
你說﹕
“我不知道你心裡想什麼﹗”
原來不是兩個人相愛就可以解決一切問題的。
無法打開溝通的天空﹐
也就只有放棄斯守一生的願望。

還有一些人﹐
你和他本來很溝通得來﹐
時日過去﹐
你成長了﹐或者他成長了﹐
竟然漸漸無法溝通﹐
過去美好的歲月都變成遺憾﹐
只留下今天一串無法溝通的符號。
既然是符號﹐當然不再有感情﹐
最後﹐
只好分開。

很中肯吧
我想每個人一生中總會遇到這種對象吧~
我太早遇到了~

A video...at least make me happy...

This video let me feel better...
Cause I saw their laugh...
Hope they always laugh like this....

And Minhwan damn cute in this video...
At almost the end of the video MINHWAN did something cute...
and my lovely JONGHUN kissed him...haha

sad~~

Recently happened so many sad things de....

29 March 2008
I went to Cineleisure in Damansara for FT Island...
I went there alone by taxi...
Around 11am, I arrived there...
I saw crowds at there already when I arrived...
I called Acidice because I have no idea where she is and I never seen her...
When I called her, I only knew that she's in the 1st lane ad...
I went to the desk to claim my pre-booked album...
After that I tried to squeeze inside the lanes....
Finally, I'm in 2nd lane...
wahaha~~~
I'm standing behind Acidice..
And I asked her where is Sara..
Sara is an Ipoh gal who jz went along the way here for FT Island with her fren...
She promised to bring me to KL Sentral after the autograph session...
When the time reached 1pm,
the organizer oni started to hang up the FT Island's big poster....
and they got it renyuk...geram~~~~
After some time, they finally hang it up sucessfully...
but still renyuk...haiz....
We tot FT Island is coming already...
but when it is 2p,
the host, who is a DJ of 988 radio station went up the stage and told us that Minhwan is feeling unwell,so they're coming late...
And ask us to give them some time...
Well, ok...
Since my Minhwan dongsaeng is unwell...
So, jz wait la...I've waiting for 3hours, I dun mind to wait for another 1 or 2 hours,
as long as I can c them...
at 4pm...they finally came...
Before they came the fans who bought the fan package come in and stood in the area infront of us...
Oh ya...when I was entering the signing area, I stucked my album in my bag,
And that took some time to take it out...So embarrasin de...=.=

Poor Hongki...coming in with sunspecs....
HongKi looks reli tired n collapsed...Minhwan looks cute and nice...smile all along the activity....^^

After they introduced themselves...
The autograph session starts...
Honestly..there are some activities that I didn't Wrote out...
Coz lazy to write it out...
They let the VIP fans get their signature 1st...
Then, due to the shortness of time, they let the ordinary fans, who din buy the fans package to gt one of the member's signature only...
Well, my heart ad curse the organizers many times ad tis time...so angry...
Next, the more angry thing came!!!!
They stopped the autograph session after they jz signed , I think 1/4 or 1/3 of fans....
Then they bring FT Island leave...
The fans started to acting wild...
They rushed to the backstage and try to talkto them...
But it doesnt helps...
FT Island were leaving oso...
My tears start to come out...The other fans did too...
One of my fren touched Wonbin's arm,
And she's damn happy...although she in gt sutograph...
I din get it tooo....
haiz.......
Then i got a shot from upstairs...I recorded they leaving the shopping complex through the door downstairs...
but i jz failed to upload it...=.=
watever...
tat day i'm havin an awkward day...
haiz
sad....




30 March 2008
It is the concert day tonite...
ytd I cried...so sad....
but still comforting myself...
At least tonite can c them ad...
but...
when I went to Pyramid,
Acidice called me and ask me to check whether the concert is canceeled or not...
Her frens told her the concert it cancelled...
At last, the result is THE CONCERT IS CANCELLED....
jz feel like wanna cry...
but mayb the tears ad finish laz nite...
So, I din cry....
but Im totally dissapointed with the organizer and the artist management...
Jz hope they can do something to get us FT ISLAND bk...
I dun care bout the money...
but I jz wan them come back n have their concert...
They're reli sad for cancelling their own concert too...
Once I think that they're sad...my heart pain...