tired..

I'm tired with key poses..
and fake friends..
They are nice with you at the surface...
But once we turn to our back..
They just keep on stabbing you...

That is reli hurts...

lonely...

even there's only one day didn't talk to him...
I felt lonely...
I just hope that he would be online again...

I'm not sure about this feeling..
But it's just like so lonely...

운동일 시작합니다!

Sports day end ad...
taehyung a...
I met sum1 new...
but he's kinda stranger for me...
still think that u're the one for me...

어떻게?
ㅎㅎ...
진짜 너를 보고싶어요~
너 알아?

heechul bbo~ㅋㅋ

우리 희철 뽀 야!
너무 귀엽다~

hmm..
this is a video quite long ago...
And it's reli damn so funny...
super junior gogo!

Memories?

I thought I'd forget you..
But today,
I realize,
I just can't..

I talked and played with my friends so much everyday..
I'd try my best to let myself happy..
But there's still something in my heart there..
Something buried deep in my heart..
And I realize I can't dig it out..
Maybe I just need some comfort,
But not just simply from anyone of my friend,
I dunno who is able to comfort me..
I don't feel like going to start any relationship anymore..
Unless, that person is alike with you..
I won't find anyone else like you anymore..

My friends don't really like me..
I always felt that they talk about me behind me..
That made me felt like being backstabbed..
Before you leave,
You're the only one I'll be happy when I think of..
Even there's so many much sad and stress in daily life,
I still can solve it with just thinking you're with me..
But now..
I'm just so weak in my heart..
I'm so afraid what would happen next..
Would I be alone?
Without anyone?

I felt so sorry to her,
Cause I'm kinda noisy these few days..
I know she's busy with her work..
But I just can't stop myself msg-ing her..
Maybe I'm just searching for some mental dependants..
I felt safe if I tell anything to her..
But at the same time..
I felt unsafe,
Cause she's just like a friend that seems like would dissapear suddenly..
I can't bear to lose anyone anymore..

We promised to be friends forever and solve any problem together..
But,
It's kinda complicated..
I have no one to talk with anymore except her..
I can't believe people around me..

Everytime I just think of you,
I just hope that I can dream about you..
Or maybe every sweet thing between us can came out in my dream..
That's the only happy thing I had in my life..
I just hope I can dream about us..
Even its only once...

I'm mouse! the word that follows micky at the back! Im Micky fans!

I'm totally fell in Micky!!
Micky had set a trap for us since he debuted!!

new song of tvxq..different version

yaya...yujie's here in pink again...
Took some time to recover from the pain..
He'll be just happy to see I'm fine again..
I think so...
Cause he said he don't like other people to worry for him..
That make him felt burden..

Well...
TVXQ's new song "Why Did I Fell In Love In You?"..
Hmm..I think's that's the translation for the name...
The song is out for some time already...
But I still can't find the PV for it..
Well..It's not I can't find it...
But it is deleted from the Youtube website due to the Avex company claim its copyright...
I think the single album is exposed without permission before it is released..
I don't know what's the story behind this thing...
So, that's just my guess...

Why did I fell in love with him?
Hmm..that's a deep question...

Here's the piano and OrgeL version of "doushite kimiwo sukini natte shimattandarou?"

PIANO VERSION

I'm going to train my piano skill so I can play oppa's song like this onnie!!!!!!!!!!!
credits to keudae onni from youtube!

ORGEL VERSION

~Credit: MADE by soyokaze@naver~
Reup & mp3 rip: nikkiyang@soompi

Why did I fell in love with Micky?
He's cute, and handsome? Nah, handsome guys are all over the street... Emm..not really actually...But however, handsome guys are many.. But a handsome guy like Micky with that personality, is unique.. He can laugh with all his heart, like the camera is invisible.. Like how and who he was behind the camera.. He never try to hide his real self from us... Although maybe some people would say that:"arr..he just done it for the shoot!" But I believe that he's real..
He never fake and said unhonest words to anybody.. And his american style narration.. Aghh.. It just kills me.. in Mideoyo, and so so... And he's totally a gentleman...
I like gentleman... like SHIWON?? >.<" Ya..SHIWON is a gentleman.. But I like my Micky more... P/S: in SJ i love EUNHYUKKIE and SHIWON most..(sometimes I can't remember who i like in SJ...blurzz...) Addition: I hate Micky when I 1st saw Micky...hahahahahahaha

Why did I fell in love with U-know Yunho?
Reason??? Cause he's the leader of TVXQ!!! haha... stupid reason... by the way, he's a good leader and nice leader.. I heard in Korea entertainment factory, a leader usually will hit up the other disobedient member in the group.. And maybe it's an old tradition.. But in TVXQ, I just see sincere brother's love, (or couple's love?? kaka... >.<)..and that makes me fall..And furthermore, Yunho's great rap always make me drunk inside his words.. speed and beats.. His super dance is attracting me too.. you know? A good guy will just attract eyeballs no matter where he went.. and that's our leader U-know Yunho.. furthermore, he's a polite and charismatic guy who let people can't take their eyes off from him.. I'll just get heart attack if I got a husband like him.. Not because he's too handsome, but because of too angry with those eyes that always sticks on him... I'm a very easy-jealousy gal...

Why did I fell in love with Yeongwoong Jaejoongie?
Again, there's too much to say for them.. Some so..I can't reallu express myself through words.. emm..through English actually.. Well, Jaejoongie has a perfect face.. A face that would let a beauty envy him too.. Although got people said he used surgery on his eyes.. But I won't totally believe that, until he really admit itself.. I'm a silly like that.. To a person I love or care, I'll only believe what people said about him or her if only they admit it themself.. Jaejoongie has a unique brain.. He look mysterious at the first sight, but he's damn funny with his word once he speaks.. He'll use a lots of word to describe the thing or main point he's talking about.. But at last, he'll lost his point, and forget what he wanna say at 1st.. That's our jaejoongie..^^ He's good in cooking too.. hmm.. any others about him?? I can't remember it all in once.. My memory kinda lousy...kaka

Why did I fell in love with Xiah Junsu??
Because he's a dolphine@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ya, he;s a dolphin...and his special voice.. Make me drunk and drunk again... He's my perfect husband choice.. (Every1 of TVXQ is my ideal husband choice..)..And honestly, I like Junsu's dance more than yunho... Yunho's dance has the feel like a king is ruling his kingdom.. but junsu just gv me the feel i want.. Just suitable for me.. So I like junsu's dance more... PLus his Eungkyangkyang LAUGH make me happy and cheer me up always..^^ Thanks junsu oppa...haha...(like Im really familiar with them.. =.="

Why did I fell in love with Changminnie???
Changminnie.... another strange little boy.. HE'S the magnae in the group... but his brain and temper would let people feel suspect whether he's the magnae or not? Why did he act like the big bro?? Even the leader and big bro of the team also fear of him sometimes... Jaejoongie and Yunho said that they're scare of changminnie when he's angry or excited.. He has great strength after Junsu took his cutie image...hahaha... High IQ and EQ.. big appetite.. thats our changminnie...haha...

I'm going for an essay competition tomorrow...
You'lll bless me above the sky right??
^^