tired..

I'm tired with key poses..
and fake friends..
They are nice with you at the surface...
But once we turn to our back..
They just keep on stabbing you...

That is reli hurts...

lonely...

even there's only one day didn't talk to him...
I felt lonely...
I just hope that he would be online again...

I'm not sure about this feeling..
But it's just like so lonely...

운동일 시작합니다!

Sports day end ad...
taehyung a...
I met sum1 new...
but he's kinda stranger for me...
still think that u're the one for me...

어떻게?
ㅎㅎ...
진짜 너를 보고싶어요~
너 알아?

heechul bbo~ㅋㅋ

우리 희철 뽀 야!
너무 귀엽다~

hmm..
this is a video quite long ago...
And it's reli damn so funny...
super junior gogo!

Memories?

I thought I'd forget you..
But today,
I realize,
I just can't..

I talked and played with my friends so much everyday..
I'd try my best to let myself happy..
But there's still something in my heart there..
Something buried deep in my heart..
And I realize I can't dig it out..
Maybe I just need some comfort,
But not just simply from anyone of my friend,
I dunno who is able to comfort me..
I don't feel like going to start any relationship anymore..
Unless, that person is alike with you..
I won't find anyone else like you anymore..

My friends don't really like me..
I always felt that they talk about me behind me..
That made me felt like being backstabbed..
Before you leave,
You're the only one I'll be happy when I think of..
Even there's so many much sad and stress in daily life,
I still can solve it with just thinking you're with me..
But now..
I'm just so weak in my heart..
I'm so afraid what would happen next..
Would I be alone?
Without anyone?

I felt so sorry to her,
Cause I'm kinda noisy these few days..
I know she's busy with her work..
But I just can't stop myself msg-ing her..
Maybe I'm just searching for some mental dependants..
I felt safe if I tell anything to her..
But at the same time..
I felt unsafe,
Cause she's just like a friend that seems like would dissapear suddenly..
I can't bear to lose anyone anymore..

We promised to be friends forever and solve any problem together..
But,
It's kinda complicated..
I have no one to talk with anymore except her..
I can't believe people around me..

Everytime I just think of you,
I just hope that I can dream about you..
Or maybe every sweet thing between us can came out in my dream..
That's the only happy thing I had in my life..
I just hope I can dream about us..
Even its only once...

I'm mouse! the word that follows micky at the back! Im Micky fans!

I'm totally fell in Micky!!
Micky had set a trap for us since he debuted!!

new song of tvxq..different version

yaya...yujie's here in pink again...
Took some time to recover from the pain..
He'll be just happy to see I'm fine again..
I think so...
Cause he said he don't like other people to worry for him..
That make him felt burden..

Well...
TVXQ's new song "Why Did I Fell In Love In You?"..
Hmm..I think's that's the translation for the name...
The song is out for some time already...
But I still can't find the PV for it..
Well..It's not I can't find it...
But it is deleted from the Youtube website due to the Avex company claim its copyright...
I think the single album is exposed without permission before it is released..
I don't know what's the story behind this thing...
So, that's just my guess...

Why did I fell in love with him?
Hmm..that's a deep question...

Here's the piano and OrgeL version of "doushite kimiwo sukini natte shimattandarou?"

PIANO VERSION

I'm going to train my piano skill so I can play oppa's song like this onnie!!!!!!!!!!!
credits to keudae onni from youtube!

ORGEL VERSION

~Credit: MADE by soyokaze@naver~
Reup & mp3 rip: nikkiyang@soompi

Why did I fell in love with Micky?
He's cute, and handsome? Nah, handsome guys are all over the street... Emm..not really actually...But however, handsome guys are many.. But a handsome guy like Micky with that personality, is unique.. He can laugh with all his heart, like the camera is invisible.. Like how and who he was behind the camera.. He never try to hide his real self from us... Although maybe some people would say that:"arr..he just done it for the shoot!" But I believe that he's real..
He never fake and said unhonest words to anybody.. And his american style narration.. Aghh.. It just kills me.. in Mideoyo, and so so... And he's totally a gentleman...
I like gentleman... like SHIWON?? >.<" Ya..SHIWON is a gentleman.. But I like my Micky more... P/S: in SJ i love EUNHYUKKIE and SHIWON most..(sometimes I can't remember who i like in SJ...blurzz...) Addition: I hate Micky when I 1st saw Micky...hahahahahahaha

Why did I fell in love with U-know Yunho?
Reason??? Cause he's the leader of TVXQ!!! haha... stupid reason... by the way, he's a good leader and nice leader.. I heard in Korea entertainment factory, a leader usually will hit up the other disobedient member in the group.. And maybe it's an old tradition.. But in TVXQ, I just see sincere brother's love, (or couple's love?? kaka... >.<)..and that makes me fall..And furthermore, Yunho's great rap always make me drunk inside his words.. speed and beats.. His super dance is attracting me too.. you know? A good guy will just attract eyeballs no matter where he went.. and that's our leader U-know Yunho.. furthermore, he's a polite and charismatic guy who let people can't take their eyes off from him.. I'll just get heart attack if I got a husband like him.. Not because he's too handsome, but because of too angry with those eyes that always sticks on him... I'm a very easy-jealousy gal...

Why did I fell in love with Yeongwoong Jaejoongie?
Again, there's too much to say for them.. Some so..I can't reallu express myself through words.. emm..through English actually.. Well, Jaejoongie has a perfect face.. A face that would let a beauty envy him too.. Although got people said he used surgery on his eyes.. But I won't totally believe that, until he really admit itself.. I'm a silly like that.. To a person I love or care, I'll only believe what people said about him or her if only they admit it themself.. Jaejoongie has a unique brain.. He look mysterious at the first sight, but he's damn funny with his word once he speaks.. He'll use a lots of word to describe the thing or main point he's talking about.. But at last, he'll lost his point, and forget what he wanna say at 1st.. That's our jaejoongie..^^ He's good in cooking too.. hmm.. any others about him?? I can't remember it all in once.. My memory kinda lousy...kaka

Why did I fell in love with Xiah Junsu??
Because he's a dolphine@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ya, he;s a dolphin...and his special voice.. Make me drunk and drunk again... He's my perfect husband choice.. (Every1 of TVXQ is my ideal husband choice..)..And honestly, I like Junsu's dance more than yunho... Yunho's dance has the feel like a king is ruling his kingdom.. but junsu just gv me the feel i want.. Just suitable for me.. So I like junsu's dance more... PLus his Eungkyangkyang LAUGH make me happy and cheer me up always..^^ Thanks junsu oppa...haha...(like Im really familiar with them.. =.="

Why did I fell in love with Changminnie???
Changminnie.... another strange little boy.. HE'S the magnae in the group... but his brain and temper would let people feel suspect whether he's the magnae or not? Why did he act like the big bro?? Even the leader and big bro of the team also fear of him sometimes... Jaejoongie and Yunho said that they're scare of changminnie when he's angry or excited.. He has great strength after Junsu took his cutie image...hahaha... High IQ and EQ.. big appetite.. thats our changminnie...haha...

I'm going for an essay competition tomorrow...
You'lll bless me above the sky right??
^^

태형에게...

I'm sorry for everything..
Sorry for not letting you go..
I know I'm being selfish..
I promise I'll try to let you go from now on..
Just a way to let both of us better..
I'm wondering if you could surf the net somewhere at your new place..
If there's a net supplying.. XD
Nah.. Just kidding..

I'm making everyone around suffer by being sad on myself..
Well,
It's not a bad thing if you're free from the suffer that you afford all along this time..
At least now you're free..
Maybe if I didn't talk about you always,
She won't be so suffer if I didn't talk about you so often..
Today she and I both cry again..
She don't know ba?
I felt so sorry for making her upset de..
Why you never tell her about your thinking?
I asked you,
But you never give me any accurate answer..
For you,
Friendship is always on the first place..
I'm glad that you're such a nice guy..
pheww...
If you could give me another guy like you again?
I don't think anyone can substitute you..
No matter how alike is that person with you..
You're still an unique one..
Don't cha?

I'm always lost..
Lost in your mind..
Like a maze castle..
I mean your mind..
For me la..
I just wish if one day I could understand your mind or talk to you again..
I miss your message so much..
I shouldn't delete your message if I know you're leaving me so fast..


I can smile,
I can laugh,
But at the next moment,
I'll fell into a deeper loneliness..
Loneliness cause you're missing..
I'll try my best to release myself from this sadness..
Bless every of us..
I'm so sorry and sad to see the others sad and down..
I can't see them but I can feel the same..
I don't know them well..
But I felt it..
Cause they are your man, your besties..

Don't put burden on your wings..
You'll be so tired..
I don't want you to be tired.
You said you hope someone could understand you..
I never done it..
I doesn't have the talent to know you..
Open your wings and fly..
You're free now..
You gonna be our guardian angel, don't you?
You said it..
But before that,
Please let yourself be happy..

I'm receiving some prizes tomorrow..
Bless me so I can get everything fine tomorrow..
I nearly broken down several times in class today..

I won't forget u, my darling

I noe its kinda strange for callin u tat,
but bcz I nvr call u tat,
I'm so regret now..

U've been left me forever..
I remember everythin little things bout u...
Once i said u're cruel,
U dun like it..
but the fact is ya..
u're cruel for leavin me alone in here..
I noe it's bad for saying tis again and again..
You're bad..
You nvr done your promise to me..

I wont forget the bed story u told me,
eventhough its unfinish..
but I'll continue the story myself..
My english is not good enuf to write a novel,
but i think its enuf to tell a story..
u noe wat,
I've deleted the story tat is saved in my cellphone b4,
tat time i jz think tat mayb u're jz foolin me v the story..
so i deleted it..
but nw i noe y u dun wan to tell me the story and im regret to delete it...
Im sory dear..
I shud had believe u...

You still remember the kiss promise?
You promise wud let me to kiss u when we meet..
But u nvr do it..
A couple tat nvr met each other is ridiculous..
But i believe on it..
At least we're not affected by any ppl o things..
Except urself..

U promised to teach me languages..
Or mayb urself u din remember it..
Its ok...
Even u're gone,
I'll workin hard on it myself...
After finish learning korean,
I'm going to learn every language that u noe...
French,Thai,Japanese..

U noe wat..
I saw someone in friendster who talks reli like u..
sometimes,
I mistaken..
I jz hope tat u're him or he's u...
So i can talk to u again..
I reli miss u...

I'm angry v u for leavin me
Even when u're flying bk to korea..
U oso din tell me...
I f I din ask kenken,
mayb i wont noe oso..
tats ur fault..
u nvr tell me anythin u're goin to do..
including tis time..

Even you cheated me,
I jz cant angry v u...
So,
dun b guilty darling..
I wont angry at u..
I cant b angry v u...

This comin tuesday,
My cousin is going to marry...
Mayb i wont go to the wedding..
1st she din invite my family..
but actuali as fren i shud go..
Secondly,
i cant go...
She's happy...
Too happy to marry someone she reli loves...

U said I can punish u..
BUt i duno wat shud i punish u...
Hmm...
lets make an agreement..
We'll meet next time if we reli got "jodoh"..
ok?
I dun care..
u mz promise me and did it..
cz u nvr done any promise..


You love to c me jealous..
I noe its childish..
but i jz cant bear to c u v the girls I duno..
And better than me...
I'm not a good girl...
And not good enuf for u..
But i jz cant let u go...
Even now,
I still cant totally let u go...
It could b nice if i can stay along v u..
doesn't it?

You're the best guy I ever met..
I love you,Taehyung..
And I'll never forget u..
If u can c tis...

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars
In other words:Hold my hands
In other words:Baby kiss me
Fill my heart with songs
And let me sing forever more
You are all I long for all I workship and adore
In other words:Please be true!
In other words:I love you!
Fly me to the moon
lLet me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars
In other words:Hold my hand!
In other words:Baby kiss me!
Fill my heart with songs
And let me sing forever more
You are all I long for all I workship and adore
In other words:Please be true!
In other words!
In other words:I love you...

Used to love this song very much...
but now,
it oni brings sad memories to me..
im nt an optimistic person as you thought..
everythin and everythin related to this song,
will follow you buried in my oni mind..
u're eternity for me..
everythin and everythin tat related v this song,
will oni happen in my mind..
without you,
the dream is not realistic anymore..
Without you,
my dream can't continue without a mr.right like you..
So tats the reason u left me without any inform?
If u can leave me without worried cz u tot im an optimistic person..
I'm sori tat u're wrong..
Im not as strong as u think..
ya..
fly me to somewhere else tat doesn't hv ur memory..
If u can..

This Time--Wonder Girls

원더걸스 (Wonder Girls) - This Time

난 다신 사랑 따윈 하지 않을 거라
그렇게 다짐했었던 적 있었죠
스쳐 지난 이별의 기억 다시 또 부서졌던 믿음
아픔과 위로 속에 난 그들을 지웠죠
하지만 그대를 처음 봤던 그날 이후로
난 다시 용기가 생겼죠
그대의 어깨에 기대면 맘이 편해져
이대로 영원히 그대와 있고 싶어요 BABE

*이번엔 다르겠죠 MA LUV 믿어도 괜찮겠죠 나
그댈 항상 나를 향한 마음이 변치 않기를
바라는 내 맘 알겠죠
I love you baby and I need you babe
그대 없이는 외롭고 기나긴 시간이 또 반복되겠죠
그대 영원히 변치 마요 My all, I’ll be the same

그댈 난 믿어 의심치 않지만
지금 그대가 없는 시간에 난 두렵죠
검게 물든 밤이 지나고 창가에 햇살이 비칠 때
그대가 없다면 난 또 울지도 몰라요 그래요
그대는 지난 시간 그저 스쳐 지나갔던 다른 남자처럼
내게 아픈 기억이 되지 않길 바래요
이대로 영원히 나를 더 안아주세요 babe

* repeat

그댄 내게 남은 마지막 희망
그대가 없는 세상은 너무도 심한 어둠과 같겠죠
그대를 바라는
내 맘을 더 알아줘요 나의 사랑

Special thanx ::
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I'm not that harmless as you think
I know everything you done behind me
Don't betray me once again
I've been forgive you once
Admit it yourself
I don't want I'm revealing it

你們說我們神起的哥哥們性騷擾你們的少女時代姐姐們
你們有沒有想過
這樣自相殘殺有什麼好處呢﹖
你們捍衛了少女時代們的自尊嗎﹖
沒有﹗
你們在破壞她們的名譽﹗
她們會被長輩﹑前輩們說﹕
“噢﹗少女時代啊﹖那個組合的粉絲都是瘋的啊﹗”
你們這樣說神起性騷擾少女時代
請問哪裡騷擾到了
如果只是靠一下肩膀﹑嘴脣碰一碰就是性騷擾
那那些演床戲的是不是可以告去法院說強姦了啊﹗
做藝人本來就是這樣的啊
如果真的不想演可以不要演啊﹗
沒人逼她們演這CF﹗
除了LSM﹗我不知道他是不是真的會逼她們
會也很難說

成熟一點吧
再這樣鬧下去會很大件事的
少女時代和神起本來就是同一個公司的
這樣自相殘殺有什麼好處
何況我們仙後都還沒說你們少女時代什麼啊
你們為什麼就要來惹人
你們是吃太飽沒事做嗎
不用讀書
不用做工啊
你們把這些胡亂聯想的時間拿去讀書﹑做好自己的事情
說不定你們的少女姐姐們會更開心
這樣謾罵她們真的會開心嗎﹖
將心比心吧﹗
她們不會好過的
面對神起的時候
她們也會感到慚愧
除非她們都沒知覺

好好想想吧
少女時代的粉絲們
有時候不是她們惹人厭
是你們這些粉絲鬧太多有的沒有的
令人覺得厭煩
才會這樣的
不想把事情鬧大的吧
就道歉然後閉上你們的金嘴巴吧﹗

有時﹐我們不必理會別人的眼光﹐
畢竟我們不是為了他人而活﹐
當然除了你愛的人和愛你的人除外

曾經幻想過自己的婚禮要在非常浪漫的情況下
不過這種事很難做到
要考慮到金錢問題﹑安排問題
要一場別出心裁的婚禮的話
還要非常好的腦袋
因為要與眾不同嘛
不過新娘子不可以為了這種事而煩噢
因為我是屬於較容易掉發的新娘
一煩惱起來
萬一婚禮當天掉得頭髮沒了不是很慘嗎﹖
難道真的要學那些前衛的女人把頭髮剃光噢
我不依啦

不過話說回來
要結婚呢
第一﹑不是好男人我絕對不嫁
第二﹑沒有好婚禮我也不嫁
第三﹑沒有稱心得蜜月地點我也不嫁
第四﹑沒有浪漫的求婚方式我也不嫁
第五﹑沒有26歲我也不嫁

綜合全部呢
願意等的男人不多
男人願意等
家婆也不願等
而且浪漫有肯花心思外貌又不錯的男生
現在世上真的絕種了
所以
我自己準備好
做老姑娘吧

不過反正嫁不嫁又有什麼干系呢﹖
自己能養活自己
手邊還有多餘的錢的話
可以找個男友來陪陪自己
這樣的生活看起來雖然很賤
可是其實蠻快活的
只是比較寂寞

不過前面都說了
只要自己開心就好了
何必理會他人眼光呢
世俗眼光本來就不該拿來當把尺來量一個人的好壞

最近世界發生太多事了
我自己身邊也發生了不少事情
等假期來了
我會好好讓自己把一切的一切搞清楚的
在乎我的人不會讓我傷心
會告訴我真相的

趕文
最近想了好多新故事
可是還沒完成那系列的故事
所以不能開始新文
加油嘍

難過的一天(也有好笑事件)

今天把水果禮籃獻給老師的時候﹐
說真的﹐不知道為什麼﹐我腿軟~
口憐的超群~沒來讀書~沒得參與~
還有一位不知道算不算我們班一份子的“新同學”~
呃~今天你沒來~(基本上很多天都沒來啦)
我們在拍完了大合照才想起你~原來我們班上還有這一號人的說~

今天除了忙FAREWELL~
還忙招人去旅行~
話說~旅行真的很不好招耶~
你們這些華文學會理事好歹也撐撐場面嘛~
身為理事﹐支持一下華文學會要你們的命嗎﹖
雖然說﹐我知道有些人的父母真的不讓你們去﹐但是在確認不去之前﹐求求你們先盡你們努力先好不好~
有時候﹐不是不能﹐是你們沒有盡過力去求~
我知道這段時間裡大家都有可能會開始討厭我~
但是我不理了~反正既然不辦都辦了~我要辦到最好~
你們要打要罵隨你們便~
不過﹐盡你們努力問問父母好不好﹖
不要才問一次就確定了嘛~

今天課外活動的時候﹐
其實很無言~
我也不曉得為什麼全部人今天好像都不正常了~
包括我~
其實我是很正經的~
只是今天下午真的不知道吃錯了什麼藥~
我們玩得好像是精神病院逃出來的病人似的~
不過~
這樣也好~
人生難得有幾次是這樣開心的呢~
可以放肆的笑﹐放肆的玩﹐不理他人眼光~
那是自HIGH的最高境界了~
我的意思是~
我們這班華文學會中四及中五理事兼紅新月會(PBSM)理事﹐已經晉級到這種境界了~
快為我們鼓掌鼓掌吧﹗
“啪啪啪啪啪﹗”
果然是自HIGH達人~
(反正也沒有人會進來看﹐想怎樣自戀都沒問題~)
總而言之﹐
大家今天好像瘋了~
說些平時不說的話﹐
做些平時不做的事~
我也不知該怎麼形容~
今天的課外活動裡﹐
我暫時忘了煩惱~
反正雖然表面上每個星期四的課外活動很悶﹐
可是其實你有找對方法的話﹐
課外活動還是很有趣的~
只要把它當成是朋友間的例行聚會就好了啊~


P/S﹕等待一個人的信息真的很心酸﹐尤其是一個你不知道它會不會來的信息~

CIKGU ADIBA﹗SELAMAT TINGGAL~SAYONARA~ANNYEONG~

今天早上在學校﹐
訂了一個水果禮籃﹐給我們的實習老師﹐
她教完了這個星期就得離開了~
過後﹐水果禮籃送來的時候被她看見了﹐
沒辦法﹐只好直接把禮籃送給了她~
可是老實說﹐總覺得這樣不夠驚喜~
結果﹐我決定臨時改變計劃~
也不是什麼大改變啦~
只是臨時打通電話給朋友的爸爸~(她家是開蛋糕店的)
沒想到﹐十五分鐘裡﹐蛋糕就送到了~
效率真好啊~
我們騙老師說要和她拍照﹐
還特地和PUAN SAMSIAH借了半節的時間的說~
她在忙着排位置的時候﹐
佩鳳捧着蛋糕站在她身後﹐
她轉身過去看見蛋糕﹐好像嚇了一跳~
耶~﹗終於成功把她嚇倒了~卡卡~
她離開我們班之前﹐我們來了一張大合照~
這大合照是我們班進了中學以來第一次拍大合照~
嘻嘻

為什麼我總是情緒上被動的那個﹗
那感覺真的很不好受~

早就該了解到﹐
冷酷男人對女人總是一種毒藥~
神秘的冷酷男人更是一劑強烈的砒霜~
可以置女人于死地~

遇到這種男子呢~
就註定分分合合那麼多次~
真的是自己拿苦來受的~
可這些不都是自己願意的麼~
當他對女子特別親熱的時候﹐
女子早就不該相信~
可是為什麼偏偏就該死的相信了呢﹗
現在可好了吧~
真是自作孽不可活﹗
活該﹗

Rainy Night

Rainy Night

Rainy my Heart もう止まない涙は Tonight

君が最后に残した儚え忘れ物のように I miss you

君のいない世界は暗に震えてねえ
.

全て梦ならいいのに...

逢いたくて oh my girl 逢えないわけは

君の「サヨナラ」を闻きたくなかったから


Baby l Still Love you...

もう泣かないで いつも You're Crying Babe

そんなところも So sweet 今は仆じゃない

谁かが涙を拭ってるんだね

だけど君が好きだよ 忘れられない

思い出の中だけ生きてる

この思いForever抱きしめたいけど,


君の香りずっと体も离れなくて

Baby l Still Love you...


外せない胸の苦のすみ刻んだ その名前 Bebe You're my love

君のいない世界は暗に震えてねえ


全て梦ならいいのに...
..

逢いたくて oh my girl 逢えないわけは

君の「サヨナラ」を闻きたくなかったから
.

今も君が好きだよ 忘れられない

思い出の中だけ生きてる

この思いForever やまない雨が

仆の心だけ限りなく濡らしても


I can't say goodbye because I love you....


Romanize lyric:

Baby my Heart mou yamanai
namida wa Tonight
Kimi ga saigo ni nokoshita
hakanai wasuremono no you ni

I miss you

Kimi no inai sekai wa yami ni fuete
Nee subete yami nara ii no ni
Aitakute Oh my girl aenai wake wa
kimi no sayonara wo kikitaku nakatta kara
Baby I Still love you

Mou nakanai de itsumo You're Cry baby
Sonna tokoro mo so sweet
Ima wa boku ja nai dareka ga, Yeah
namida wo megutterunda ne

Dakedo kimi ga suki da yo wasurenarenai
Omoide no naka dake ikiteru
Kono omoi Forever
Dakishimetai dakedo
kimi no kaori zutto
karada wo hanarenakute
Baby I Still love you

Hazusenai kyouou no su ni
kizunda sono namae Baby You're my love

Kimi no inai sekai wa yami ni fuete
Nee subete yami nara ii no ni
Aitakute Oh my girl aenai wake wa
kimi no sayonara wo kikitaku nakatta kara

Ima mo kimi ga suki da yo
(Baby I Still love you) wasurenarenai
Omoide no naka dake ikiteru
Kono omoi Forever
Yamanai ame ga boku no kokoro dake
kagirinaku merashite mo

I can't say goodbye 'cause i love you.


TRANSLATION CREDIT----- lunatunalover @ LJ and/or http://ongaku-seikatsu.blogspot.com


Translation Lyric
Translation

Rain in my heart,
The tears won't stop, tonight
In the end, you left me behind, like something temporarily forgotten...
I miss you

* This world without you trembles in the dark
It'd be nice if this was all just a dream
Though I want to see you, oh my girl
The reason I can't meet you
Is because I don't want to hear your goodbye

Baby I still love you

Don't cry anymore,
You're always being a crybaby
And even that part of you is so sweet
Now someone else, not me,
Is wiping away your tears

But I love you, you're unforgettable
Alive only in my memories,
This feeling is forever
Your scent from that day we embraced will never leave my body
Baby I still love you

I can't take it off, this cross on my chest with your name engraved on it
Baby you're my love

* Repeat

Even now, I love you
(Baby I still love you)
You're unforgettable

I'm just living in memories
This feeling will last forever
Even if ceaseless rain falls on my heart alone,
Eternally drenching it
I can't say "goodbye" cause I love you

今天很開心

今天真的有點小開心~(其實還算蠻開心的)
今天(也該說是昨天)不懂走了什麼狗屎運~
哈哈~形容詞有點不雅~

話說~昨晚﹐呃~某人又再次向我開口了~
要事我再答應的話就已經是第三次了~
分分合合了兩次~
老實說﹐我不是很有信心了~
可是﹐我還是接受了~
我沒有直接答應~
我很婉轉的告訴他﹐我願意再試一次~
可是不曉得他明不明白~
管他的~反正就是跟他說了~
不明白他應該會來問我吧~
那傻瓜~呵呵~
今天﹐他說了一件事讓我知道~
以前不管我怎麼問他的﹐他都不說~
可是今天他說了~
這代表他真的對我敞開心了嗎﹖
他是個不容易對人敞開心房的人~(我是這麼認為的~)
上天自然會有安排的對吧﹖
我們之間拖了快一年了~
好想念他噢~他睡了現在~
晚安嘍~親愛的~



還有還有一件事就是~
哈哈~
小文的作業裡寫了我和鐘勛是一對的~
文章裡~鐘勛還吻了我一下~
暈眩+臉紅ING~~
哈哈~

無法溝通的天空(摘自﹕<愛上了你>張小嫻)

張小嫻寫的文章字字珠機﹐一針見血﹐但是說的都是事實~
我有時一邊讀﹐一邊拼命點頭~


這是她其中一篇散文~

無法溝通的天空

編輯轉來一疊讀者給我的郵件﹐
其中有幾份的字體是怪怪的﹐不是中文﹐也不是英文﹐
說他們是文字﹐倒不如說他們是符號。
編輯說﹐
那是因為大家的系統不同﹐
所以他們的郵件無法傳送過來。


我曾經拿着那幾份滿是符號的電子郵件研究﹐
嘗試了解他們本來想說些什麼﹐
可惜徒勞無功。
兩個人無法溝通﹐
大概就是這般無奈吧﹖

你對他有好感﹐
他對你也有好感。
你欣賞他某些地方﹐
他也懂得欣賞你﹐
可是﹐若再深入一些﹐
你們就無法溝通了。
他用的那一套系統﹐跟你用的那一套﹐
全然不同。

你給他的文字﹐
變成無法理解的符號。
他腦裡所想的﹐
對你來說﹐
也是一堆無法理解的符號。

每次討論問題時﹐
最終都變成各執一詞﹐他說﹕
“我不知道你在說什麼﹗”
你說﹕
“我不知道你心裡想什麼﹗”
原來不是兩個人相愛就可以解決一切問題的。
無法打開溝通的天空﹐
也就只有放棄斯守一生的願望。

還有一些人﹐
你和他本來很溝通得來﹐
時日過去﹐
你成長了﹐或者他成長了﹐
竟然漸漸無法溝通﹐
過去美好的歲月都變成遺憾﹐
只留下今天一串無法溝通的符號。
既然是符號﹐當然不再有感情﹐
最後﹐
只好分開。

很中肯吧
我想每個人一生中總會遇到這種對象吧~
我太早遇到了~

A video...at least make me happy...

This video let me feel better...
Cause I saw their laugh...
Hope they always laugh like this....

And Minhwan damn cute in this video...
At almost the end of the video MINHWAN did something cute...
and my lovely JONGHUN kissed him...haha

sad~~

Recently happened so many sad things de....

29 March 2008
I went to Cineleisure in Damansara for FT Island...
I went there alone by taxi...
Around 11am, I arrived there...
I saw crowds at there already when I arrived...
I called Acidice because I have no idea where she is and I never seen her...
When I called her, I only knew that she's in the 1st lane ad...
I went to the desk to claim my pre-booked album...
After that I tried to squeeze inside the lanes....
Finally, I'm in 2nd lane...
wahaha~~~
I'm standing behind Acidice..
And I asked her where is Sara..
Sara is an Ipoh gal who jz went along the way here for FT Island with her fren...
She promised to bring me to KL Sentral after the autograph session...
When the time reached 1pm,
the organizer oni started to hang up the FT Island's big poster....
and they got it renyuk...geram~~~~
After some time, they finally hang it up sucessfully...
but still renyuk...haiz....
We tot FT Island is coming already...
but when it is 2p,
the host, who is a DJ of 988 radio station went up the stage and told us that Minhwan is feeling unwell,so they're coming late...
And ask us to give them some time...
Well, ok...
Since my Minhwan dongsaeng is unwell...
So, jz wait la...I've waiting for 3hours, I dun mind to wait for another 1 or 2 hours,
as long as I can c them...
at 4pm...they finally came...
Before they came the fans who bought the fan package come in and stood in the area infront of us...
Oh ya...when I was entering the signing area, I stucked my album in my bag,
And that took some time to take it out...So embarrasin de...=.=

Poor Hongki...coming in with sunspecs....
HongKi looks reli tired n collapsed...Minhwan looks cute and nice...smile all along the activity....^^

After they introduced themselves...
The autograph session starts...
Honestly..there are some activities that I didn't Wrote out...
Coz lazy to write it out...
They let the VIP fans get their signature 1st...
Then, due to the shortness of time, they let the ordinary fans, who din buy the fans package to gt one of the member's signature only...
Well, my heart ad curse the organizers many times ad tis time...so angry...
Next, the more angry thing came!!!!
They stopped the autograph session after they jz signed , I think 1/4 or 1/3 of fans....
Then they bring FT Island leave...
The fans started to acting wild...
They rushed to the backstage and try to talkto them...
But it doesnt helps...
FT Island were leaving oso...
My tears start to come out...The other fans did too...
One of my fren touched Wonbin's arm,
And she's damn happy...although she in gt sutograph...
I din get it tooo....
haiz.......
Then i got a shot from upstairs...I recorded they leaving the shopping complex through the door downstairs...
but i jz failed to upload it...=.=
watever...
tat day i'm havin an awkward day...
haiz
sad....




30 March 2008
It is the concert day tonite...
ytd I cried...so sad....
but still comforting myself...
At least tonite can c them ad...
but...
when I went to Pyramid,
Acidice called me and ask me to check whether the concert is canceeled or not...
Her frens told her the concert it cancelled...
At last, the result is THE CONCERT IS CANCELLED....
jz feel like wanna cry...
but mayb the tears ad finish laz nite...
So, I din cry....
but Im totally dissapointed with the organizer and the artist management...
Jz hope they can do something to get us FT ISLAND bk...
I dun care bout the money...
but I jz wan them come back n have their concert...
They're reli sad for cancelling their own concert too...
Once I think that they're sad...my heart pain...

我被點名了~~瘋狂狀態中~我去哪裡生那麼多的部落朋友啊~我自閉的啊~~~

1.如果你有特异功能， 你会干什么？
如果我有特異功能啊~我選擇讓自己留在偶像身邊吧~呵呵~或許以後﹐我終生將以追星為樂~哇咯咯~

2.这辈子最快乐的是什么事？
最快樂的事就是看見自己喜歡的明星﹐還有認識到很多志同道合的粉絲﹐當然參加KEM也能認識很多朋友﹐但那兩種朋友的性質不同~

3.认为自己哪一个优点最讨人欢喜？
我看~只有我一個人靜靜的時候才是最討人喜的吧~哈哈

4. 目前最想做的是什么事情？
存到很多很多錢~這樣就可以做自己想做的事情了~

5.你最想去哪个地方？ 为什么？
韓國~因為我愛的人都在那裡~當然不是我家人﹐當然這不表示我不愛他們噢~

6.最受不了自己哪个缺点？
肥胖~還有皮膚不夠健康~嗯~就是這些~性格上嘛~見仁見智~

7.如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办？
自己開解自己~

8.最害怕失去的东西？
亲情，友情﹐金錢~哇哈哈哈哈~

9.你肯不肯为了别人而牺牲自己，无论是心爱的人，或是朋友陌生人？为什么？
因人而異~只要是我的朋友﹐能幫得上的我就一定幫﹐只要在我的能力範圍之內~

10.若遇見喜歡的人，你會怎樣做？
會想接近他~大家從朋友開始做起~

11.说出点你名的人的3个优点。
行為夠放﹐搞笑﹐夠勤勞

12.你最希望你的另一半对你做的一件事？
在每個特別的日子都會記得我的存在﹐在我累的時候﹐會默默的把手放在我肩膀上安慰我﹐支持我~

13.如果世界末日來了，你最想完成的大事是什麼?
做自己一向以來不敢做的事~

14.你最讨厌怎样的人？

雙面人﹐會說人壞話的人﹐還有容易針對別人的人

15.目前为止做过最大胆的事？

在PYRAMID向一個在2PM裡做工的陌生帥哥要求拍照﹐不過不是和他合照﹐是他單獨的照片~

16.你觉得最美的事物是什么？
一個人事業﹑愛情﹑友情﹑親情四得意的時候~

17.你认为遇到什么样的事情才会令你觉得人性很黑暗？
被好朋友出賣﹑被最愛的另一半出賣﹑被家人出賣

18.如果能让你实现一个愿望，会是什么？
留在神起寶貝和FT五寶身邊~

19.你认为你朋友有背叛你吗？

小學有過﹐現在還不時會發生(我人真的那麼好背叛嘛~感嘆ING~)

20. 如果可以重新来过，你会希望挽回什么？

花在吃喝玩樂上的錢。不包括買專輯和追星的錢~

我要換掉第19題~

你认为你朋友有背叛你吗？

換成﹕ 你現在的偶像是誰﹖

My world like become silent and dull already...
Everything is different for me after that night...
I can't be happy even I'm listening or watching my favourite thing,
My heart pains..
I know I can't forget,
But I still have to..

Can't describe the pain with words,
If everything just haven't happen before,
What would it be?

The sky is grey for me,
even it is a nice weather..

淚﹐還是落下了~

我還以為眼淚流多了就不會再有﹐
當真正告別時﹐
原來心是那麼疼﹑那麼酸的~

滾燙又咸咸的眼淚落下時﹐
只流下一滴﹐
真的最後一滴了~
希望一切都會隨着眼淚一起流走~
我不奢望什麼﹐
只希望在我們見面的時候依然是朋友。

慵懶的午後﹐你在做什麼呢﹖

慵懶的午後﹐我在睹物思人~
思誰呢﹖
當然不是我的男友﹐
可是我希望他們是我的男朋友~

把舊唱片翻了出來﹐
其實也不算舊﹐
最舊的也是兩年前的~

我﹐
在2006年9月初﹐
在他們來了吉隆坡開演唱會後﹐
才開始認識他們﹐
我﹐
當時買一張改變我人生方向的專輯﹐
我不是在誇張﹐他們真的讓我認識了生命更深一層的意義﹐
那張專輯就是RISING SUN
這不是他們的首張專輯﹐是第二張。
專輯裡的每一首歌﹐都很喜歡﹐
我一聽了第一首的TONIGHT﹐
就無法自拔了~
金美男的高音﹐讓我起了一身的雞皮疙瘩。
無論是什麼曲風的歌﹐他們都能勝任。
那是我嚮往的能力﹐也就是什麼事都能勝任。
他們的能力﹐令我對走偶像派的歌手另眼相看了﹐
我了了﹐偶像也能是實力的。
我後悔為什麼不早點認識他們﹐
好讓我更早陪他們一起成長。
接下來﹐我買了他們的日文首張大碟--HEART﹐MIND AND SOUL
我更佩服他們了﹐他們那麼努力的學習日語﹐
誓必攻陷日本市場﹐
天知道﹐這幾個小子花了多少功夫學習正確的日語發音。
2006年10月---O-正反合
他們的第3張韓文大碟在韓國發行了﹐
幾個月後﹐我們大馬才買得到﹐
其實以當時的情況﹐
只要你有錢就可以從韓國吧專輯訂購回來﹐
無奈﹐我不是那有錢人﹐
所以只有在枯等之余﹐上網下載來聽﹐
我知道五只不喜歡粉絲非法下載﹐
但我沒辦法﹐只好對不起你們了~
然後專輯在大馬發行了﹐
我終於買到了﹐但是是VERSION C的﹐在那同時我也買了專屬SM公司的冬天特輯。

數到第幾張了~
上面說了四張﹐
我也不想再慢慢一張一張的數﹐
除了以上四張專輯外﹐
我還有:
~TRI-ANGLE(大馬版)
~5 IN THE BLACK(大馬版)
~TVXQ 1ST LIVE CONCERT﹕RISING SUN 2CD(大馬版)
~TVXQ 1ST LIVE CONCERT﹕RISING SUN DVD
~ALL ABOUT TVXQ THE FIRST DVD(3DVD)
~TOHOSHINKI ALBUM-T(大馬版)
~ALL ABOUT TVXQ SEASON 2 (5DVD)
~2ND ASIA TOUR CONCERT “O” LIVE ALBUM [2CD+DVD](大馬版)

看這他們的視頻﹐
慢慢發現他們開始長大了﹐
連最小的﹐也成年了~
風格也開始便成熟了~
第二張日文大碟時﹐
他們已經不用翻譯了﹐而是以自己的日文面對日本媒體了~
舞也越跳越棒﹐
也開始有了自己的創作~
這預示着我們也跟着一起成長了~
和你的喜歡的偶像一起成長﹐那感覺很奇妙﹐
就好像和一個大哥哥一起經歷生活的波折一般﹐
一起經歷生活裡的喜﹑怒﹑哀﹑樂~
他們的一切一切﹐不會想要錯過﹐
因為愛他們﹐情緒很容易因此而被牽動~
他們開心﹐我們也開心﹐
他們病倒了﹐我們會難過﹐
他們受傷了﹐我們會牽腸掛肚。
有禮貌的孩子﹐總是受長輩們的疼愛﹐
看着長輩們對他們讚許有加﹐
後背們也把他們當作模範榜樣﹐
真的很開心﹐因為證明仙後們所選擇的男人們是對的~
看完了一個又一個的讚美的時候﹐
我已經是淚流滿面了~
努力了四年﹐受了肯定﹐
他們開心﹐我們也開心。

不認識他們的人﹐
或許會認為我們這些粉絲喜歡的無非是他們俊俏的外表﹐
華麗的外表裡有的只是空虛。
但他們不知道﹐也永遠沒機會知道﹐
他們的觀念是多麼可悲的﹐
很多事並非是他們表面上看的那樣~
五只的實力是毋庸質疑的﹐當然﹐這也不是他們與生俱來的~
每個人背後都有屬於自己的故事。

在中在首爾追求自己夢想的時候﹐
曾經餓得被逼賣血來買食物填飽肚子~
允浩曾為了自己妹妹的旅遊費﹐
而在國中時期只身出去打工~
有天父母從小離異﹐長大了回國準備出道的時候﹐
被逼離開從小相依為命的弟弟~
俊秀在SM當實習生7年﹐
其中更經歷了青春期的變聲期而差點放棄了夢想~
昌民15歲便出道﹐
一方面得接受訓練及錄制唱片﹐一方面還得兼顧學業~
最後﹐他們還是靠着堅毅的意志力熬了個出頭天~
昌民還在高中畢業的時候得了全校第一名~
要知道﹐昌民高中畢業的時候﹐正是他們的事業顛峰時期~

我真的不知道該再說什麼~
因為他們真的是太令人佩服了~
他們有了這些成就﹐
不但沒有變得驕傲~
反而就像剛出道時一般謙遜~

朋友問我﹐這個偶像團體﹐值得你為他們付出那麼多的金錢與時間嗎﹖要是毀了你自己的前途怎麼辦~
我只能說﹐我要追星﹐我自然有分寸﹐我既然把這些堅毅為夢想打拼的男生當偶像﹐我自然會以他們為榜樣﹐
為自己的夢想打拼~
他們需要我們的支持﹐就好像我們需要自己家人與朋友的支持一般~
雖然我們不是他們身邊的朋友﹐但我們這些粉絲﹐團結起來﹐他們還是會看見我們對他們的愛的~
而我們從他們的歌﹐
他們的視頻﹐
讓我得到對生活的熱誠與嚮往﹐
是他們讓我知道了即使你是個普通人﹐
你也能讓你的生活很精彩﹐
只要你堅持不懈﹐朝着對的方向前進﹐你就一定做得到~

是他們﹐
陪我度過了很多難過的時候﹐
也是他們﹐
陪我度過了最開心的時刻﹐
他們對我而言﹐
對全體仙後而言﹐
是無可取代的~
東方神起..........
東方升起的一絲曙光﹐
為大地帶來希望﹐
就有如他們為我們仙後帶來的一切~

070607 M Countdown - FT Island Debut Performance

credits to http://silh0uette.the-grace.net


Debut Performance by FT Island laz year~
kinda long ad de video..but still love it...
AZA n keep going FT Island~~!
The song they sang in this video is FT ISLAND n SARANGAHRI..
nice de 2songs~
Love it~~^^
Oh ya...tis performance is hosted by Kang-in and Shin-dong de~~
wahoho~

如果現在你還和你愛的人在一起﹐ 請不要吝嗇說出那一句我愛你﹐
不要因為那些無謂的自尊心﹐ 毫無來由的羞澀﹐ 遮遮掩掩擋住你的嘴。
有些話﹐
必須有人來說﹐
也必須有人來聽﹐
獨自一人自言自語﹐
除了眼淚之外﹐
什麼也不會為你帶來。
對你的男朋友絕不要吝嗇說﹕
我愛你

If you're still with the one you love,
Please don't be stingy to express your love,
Don't close your mouth up,
Just because of the nonsense self-esteems,
Or shyness..
Some words,
we need someone to say it,
Of course, we also need someone to listen it,
Talking alone without audience,
Will not bring anything to you,
Except tears..
To your boyfriend,
Do not be stingy to say:


I love you

Found tis guy's picture on the web~
Kinda nice-looking de~

Pyramid v SoOYoong n JunE

reli shy to pass that shop..but still pass..but i din look inside..cz damn EMBARRASSIN de...
T.T OHNO....
who can save me~~~~~~~

anyway, me, sooyoong n june went to a nice place for our lunch...
jiang jiang jiang jiang----------ZANMAI SUSHI RESTAURANT...
yum yum yum~~~~~

現在﹐真與假我已分不清
時而似真﹐
時而似假﹐
我該如何定奪呢﹖

想相信﹐卻又害怕被欺騙
想揭穿﹐又捨不得這朋友
心情好複雜﹐好複雜

Long long time~~

好長一段時間沒上來了~
有一個月了吧~
我的部落格快生灰塵了~哈哈
怎麼說呢~
一個月裡發生了很多事情...
整個二月時間都過得很充實﹐還算不錯...
一個月裡﹐心情的起伏很大...
搞活動時﹐失敗了兩次﹐身為主席﹐我真的覺得很失敗﹐怎麼會搞成這樣呢﹗
可能真的是因為我總是認為應該隨興發揮吧~
所以很多事情都到了最後幾天才來開始準備~
理所當然的﹐搞得一團糟的~
唉~
不過﹐這個月裡也有開心的事情發生﹐
我的第二本命﹐FT ISLAND即將來馬了~
而我也訂購了他們的演唱會入門票了~
真棒﹗^^


long time din on9 ad...
almost a month...
damn busy n busy de...
exam...school activities...oh ya...n babysitting my little cousin baby...
there r happy n sad things happened in February...
the sad thing is...I've failed in two activities...
as a president of the society...
I'm so embarrased...Ergh.....wanna kill myself...useless la...
n the happy thing is...
MY SECOND IDOL...FT ISLAND is coming Malaysia on the end of this month...
nnn....I bought their concert ticket...
I'm going to meet them...
damn hapi when I think bout tat...hoho

Life Is Like A Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsudzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Unmei no fune wo kogi
Nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashitachi wo osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne



Translation:

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin’ and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on your way
The waves would guide you thru another day

I’m breathing in the distance, as if I’ve become transparent
It seemed to be the dark, but I was merely blindfolded

I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People’s hearts move and want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle brings along boats again

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I…. can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing, on the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle begins to shine on boats again

I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that’s a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey

Excited N Tired oso...

This week is the laz week I'm studying be4 Chinese New Year ad...
야~~
When I think the CNY is comin, I jz feel strange...
The time is passin so fast~
In the blink of an eye, a year passed ad...
Many things happened in last year...I mean 2007...
I sat 4 PMR...I got Hadiah Kecemerlangan in laz year's daerah calligraphy contest...N thx God I'm the wakil 4 Kuala Langat to the calligraphy contest 4 kebangsaan tat take place in Sunway College...actuali tis contest jz involve Wilayah Persekutuan and Selangor...but it takes 2 negeri so it is counted as pertandingan kebangsaan...N I won this year's calligraphy contest in school...duno tat I'll have chance to participate in the daerah contest or not...hope so...
Honestly, I cant reli remember wat I've done in laz year...
My memory is reli less...
I can 4get wat I've done jz in the next minute...

I jz remember tat I've been study reli hard 4 PMR...
It's not becoz i'm hardworking...
It's becoz I'm too lazy when I'm form1 and 2,
so I have to study 3years' syllabus in a year to handle PMR....
~sweat~
It's a miracle I can pass the PMR with satisfying result...
People around me c me as genius...
haha~
becoz they din saw I'm studyin...
They tot I can handle the exam even without study...
But the truth is...nothing will come to u if u dun work 4 it...
I think I'm goin 2 hv white hairs in few years time more....haha

At the laz 2 months of 2007,
I've done 2 things that I'll nvr 4get...
1st, I'd seen my idol--TVXQ....
나의 아이돌~진짜 멋있어~
The concert they'd bring 4 CASSIOPEIAS in malaysia is perfect...
Eventhough there are some mechanical mistakes,
Eventhough sometimes the condition doesnt allows u 2 do things planned,
Like U-Know cant dance becoz he's injured,
but 4 us, they had done their best,
dun wori,
we believe u guys are bringing better stuffs n performance 4 us....^^
N I wont 4get the moment at the restaurant...
when they're walkin down towards their car...
I'm like been hit by thunder...
I cant talk n think...
I nvr think I could be so near v them....
they're jz few steps infront of me...
I noe they dun like fans get too near v them...
They had horrible experience like tat b4...
tats y i din run towards them...
my frenz said I'm silly...
I said I'm respectin them...
I watch them get on their cars....
I wont 4get tat moment...

The 2nd thing is ,
the camp in December...
It's a success...
It;s reli fun...
It makes us feel like our own home...
We reli getting fun during the camp...
We oso learnt a lot of things during the camp...
Every wonderful moments in the camp is memorable...
:-)

2008 starts...
I'm holding some posts in several clubs...
Tat made me reli tired...
I doesn't hv time to manage my private things n tat makes me gettin scold by my grandma..
Erghh...tats irritating...but wat can I do...It's my fault...
2day my fren said my face gettin pale when we're carryin our desks bk to our class...
luckily I tahan until the school ends...
Oh God..Plz...dun let me fall down b4 CNY...
I dun wanna get sick during CNY...

I love TVXQ~
They released their 4th or 3rd japanese album ad...
I cant remember it is 3rd or 4th album...
My brain tumpul ad...kaka~
I wanna sleep ad...
pening~~

煩悶

活在世上真的很累

太閑又悶得慌

太忙又很辛苦

當越長越大的時候

就會發現

週圍的人際關係變得複雜了

每天都得提心吊膽的

真不知這麼辛苦是為了什麼

但生活模式還是得這樣

不然就真的可以早點去見冥王了

也許人就是要在這種環境下才能變得堅強

但我發現

心

似乎越來越硬了

越來越自私了

到底什麼時候變得這樣的

做回原本的自己不是很好嗎

最大的心願是

能讓我的中學時光充實

不想把我的時間浪費在情情愛愛上

對我來說

這讓我以後會後悔

漸漸發現

自己的野心很大

但幸虧至今還未因自己的野心傷害到其他人

或許有但我不曉得

我不是聖人

但我相信惡有惡報

所以我都不讓自己傷害別人

因果循環

這是我一直堅信的信念

有時不是沒有報應

是時機未到

一個人流浪

沒人了解
才選擇隔絕這世界

有點疲倦
已決裂的信念

白色球鞋
走不回喧鬧的海邊

月光營火
照亮許多笑臉

瘋狂畫面停留在眼前
默契卻漸行漸遠

我們約好闖蕩的那片天
我一個人向前

我流浪在擁擠的從前
復習一頁頁黑白的空蕩夏天
呆坐在熱鬧的路邊
啤酒沒變甜
卻少了傻得很認真的心願

我流浪在孤獨的邊緣
懷念揮霍著笑聲的耀眼藍天
聽著那熟悉的音樂
只剩下琴弦
希望讓時間回到誤解的那天
讓我能有機會說抱歉


取自﹕一個人流浪 (飛輪海)

unlucky day....

I think I'm kinda unlucky today...

Here goes the story:
Usually after assemble,
Our dicipline teacher will let the prefects check our nails, hairs, earrings...
Hmm...things like weekly check lar...
Well...Everytime I can pass easily...
But today our dicipline teacher, Mr.Kuek, wanna check the students himself...=.=
Haiz...I didn't done anything wrong...
But, the only thing I've done wrong is that I'd walk too fast...
I thought he ad saw me, so I walk fast pass him...
And then, he risen his sound volume...
"Kamu langsung tak henti bagi saya check, kamu rasa saya nampak kamu ke?!"
"Sudah form4 masih tak tau ke? Kelak camne gi ujian undang?"
=.="
Haiz....
Study in this school 3yrs ad...
This year is the 4th year ad...
Oni kena tembak...
I tot I can success to keep the record: "Record tk kena marah displin"
Sob Sob~~~
Haha...



Today at school so boring la...
Haiz....
Our last Science teacher, Mr. Amir, teaches us Biology...
Haiz....
I thought I can 4get him ad after PMR...
But who noes I have to c him again this year....UNTIL I GRADUATE!!!
OMG~~~~
Nvm....
I'm wanna hav the attitude like MR.SIU KEONG (cockroach)....
Wont give up no matter wat....
haha...
I noe this description kinda freaky strange....


P/S:Listening and from SM Town brighten up my whole day...^^

nice photos from TVXQ....
especially HERO's eyes....
OMG~kills ppl~~
haha

Tiring dayz...

Today is the second day of school...
I've regret 4 being the class monitor ad...
I shouldnt nod my head...
Haiz...
Tired.......
The only entertainment that can reli cheer me up is the song MARRY U by SUPER JUNIOR...
N oso the show of them THE EXPLORATION OF HUMAN BODY....
Its reli funny...
Kang-in accidentally pulled down Eunhyuk's pants in one of the episode....
Haha~so funny.....
And oso the ALL ABOUT TVXQ SEASON2...
MV's inside is fantastic...
Variety show by TVXQ oso fabulous....
NG's of the dramas oso excellent...
Ergh....duno how to describe....
I jz can say tat SM Entertainment is reli good in packaging artists....
Haha~~but i still love them....I mean the artists....

[EunHyuk]
Love~ oh baby my girl~
그댄 나의 전부 [You are my everything]
눈부시게 아름다운나의 신부 [My dazzling beautiful bride]
신이 주신 선물 [You are a gift from god]

[Hee-chul]
행복한가요 그대의 까만 눈에서 눈물이 흐르죠[We'll be very happy,your black eyes will up with tears]
까만 머리 파뿌리 될 때까지도[Even if your black mesmerizing hair turn white]
나의 사랑 [My love]
나의 그대 사랑할 것을 [E.L.F My love]
나 맹세할게요 [I swear I love you]


[Sungmin]
그대를 사랑한다는 말 평생 매일 해주고 싶어[Saying I love you everyday in my life is what I want to do most]

[Ryeowook]
Would you marry me?
널 사랑하고 아끼며 살아가고 싶어[I want to love you, treasure you and live with you]


[Kang-in]
그대가 잠이 들 때마다 내 팔에 재워주고 싶어[I want you to lean on my shoulders each time you sleep]

[Heechul]
Would you marry me?
이런 나의 마음 허락해줄래?[With this heart of me, will you accept me?]


[Kyuhyun]
평생 곁에 있을게 (I do)To accompany you the whole life time]
널 사랑하는 걸 (I do)[To love you]


[Yesung]
눈과 비가 와도 아껴주면서 (I do)[Regardless of snow and rain, I will be there to protect you]
너를 지켜줄게 (My love)[Let me the one to protect you]

[Donghae](Rap)
하얀 드레스를 입은 그대 [You wearing the white bridal gown]
턱시도를 입은 나의 모습[Me wearing the suit]
발걸음을 맞추며 걷는 우리 저 달님과 별에I swear[Both of us walking in the sync towards the stars and moon]
거짓말 싫어 의심싫어[No lies, no suspicion]
사랑하는 나의 공주 Stay with me[My dearest princess stay with me]


[Shiwon]
우리가 나이를 먹어도[Even we are becoming older]
웃으며 살아가고 싶어[We will smile and live on]


[Eeteuk]
Would you marry me?
나의 모든 날을 함께 해줄래?[Are you willing to live the rest of your life with me?]


[Ryeowook]
힘들고 어려워도 (I do)[no matter how weary and tired we are]
늘 내가 있을게 (I do)[I will always be by your side]

[Yesung]
우리 함께하는 많은 날 동안 (I do)[The days we had spent together]
매일 감사할게 (My love)[Everyday my heart will be thankful]


[Kyuhyun]
오래 전부터 너를 위해 준비한[I have prepared this for you]
내 손에 빛나는 반지를 받아줘[Please take this shiny ring in my hand]


[Yesung]
오늘과 같은 맘으로 지금의 약속 기억할게[Just like the mood today, remember the promise that we are making now]
Would you marry me?

[Sungmin]
평생 곁에 있을게 (I do) [To accompany you for the whole lifetime]
널 사랑하는 걸 (I do)[To love you]

[Donghae]
눈과 비가 와도 아껴주면서 (I do) [Regardless of snow and rain, I will be there to protect you]
너를 지켜줄게 (I do)[Let me be the one to protect you]


[ALL]
힘들고 어려워도 ( I do) [No matter how weary and tired we are]
늘 내가 있을게 ( I do)[I will always by your side]
우리 함께하는 많은 날동안 ( I do) [The days when we spent together]
매일 감사할게 (My love)[Everyday my heart will be thankfull]

[Eunhyuk](Rap)
내가 그대에게 드릴 것은 사랑밖에 없죠[The only thing I can give you is love]
그저 그뿐인걸 보잘것없죠[Although it is insignificant]
서툴러보이고 많이 부족해도 [Eventhough there are areas which I lack]
나의 사랑나의 그대 지켜줄게요[I will protect the love between us, me and you]
한가지만 약속해줄래? [But lets make a promise]
무슨일 있어도우리 서로 사랑하기로... [No matter what happens we're still in love]
그뿐이야[And even so]


[Ryeowook]
나와 결혼해줄래? I do[Will you marry me?]

A bit uncomfortable...

Hmm...

Ytd go mid valley shop shop v my cousin sis....

Duno why...mood kinda not stable this few dayz...

I think the oni way 2 let myself better now is shopping oni...

(If situation continues like this, my mum is going 2 bankrap~~haha~)

But 2day i got control myself ad la...spent rm39.90+rm45.90+rm230 oni...

Bought a vest, a set of sleeveless jacket v singlet,

N thing tat i have wanted long time-----

ALL ABOUT TVXQ SEASON 2....

I noe...I noe...its kinda late 2 have it now...but still happy....cz finally get it ad...

God noes i've been waiting 4 how long oni get this...

Spent a few hours in front of the TV after reach home...but still havent reli finish it yet...

(I'm wondering wat "dandy guy" means...the other member use this word to describe my lovely MICKY~)

When shopping, I go in a CD shop...

the ALL ABOUT inside sell rm299...

OMG~so expensive...

luckily i choose the rite seller..keke...

I oso bought a novel...

a hosroscope novel...

Story about a pair of couple who r both Capricorns...

Mayb bcz its my horoscope...

So when I was reading it...

the feeling kinda strong...

like its reli like i'm inside the story....

Kinda old style love story...

But it still happens in the reality...

Kinda pathetic..


2moro school starts ad...
So excited...
Long time din go school ad...
Kinda missing school....
Jz now have some argue v my grandma...
Erghh...it feel so awkward....
Later have to sleep early...
Waiting 4 2moro...
Hope can have a nice day...